A Little Bit About Me.

I used to think I was an alien. I never fit in anywhere unless I tried to mimic the way other girls acted. I tried so hard but never felt like I belonged anywhere.

I would read instead, getting lost in books about the supernatural or magic, fantasy worlds full of witches and warlocks, places where my interests were accepted.

For as long as I can remember I’ve craved community. I just love the feeling of doing things with other people who share my passion for life. People who also know that they are here to do big things and make the world a better place.

For a long time, I felt very alone. And that made me sad! It seemed like I was the only person who felt the way I did.

But then when I was about 19, I discovered that there are others who feel just as driven and passionate about becoming the very best version of themselves as I do...

They also love astrology, holistic healing, eating healthy, being of service to the collective, tarot cards, dancing in the forest, crystals, being in nature, witchy shit…

And knowing that I am not alone on my path has been incredibly reassuring.

When I learned about human design in 2013/14 I found out that my conscious profile number is 4. The line four NEEDS community, even more than any of the other lines, in order to feel supported and satisfied in life.

That just made so much sense to me!

I am happiest when surrounded by my loved ones, or doing things with my friends.

Hosting women’s circles and creating online communities has always been deeply fulfilling and satisfying for me. {if you've been around for awhile, you remember The Moon Sisterhood, my previous offering}

Creating opportunities to gather with like minded people made me happy and I noticed that it was supportive for everyone involved.

Yet I have to admit something to you. I have this terrible secret that I tried to hide for a long time. I was so scared that people would see it in me, and decide that I was a total loser. A COMPLETE FAILURE.

See, in the past, I'd set goals and intentions to manifest things and I’d be great for the first week or two. And then all the sudden, I'd find myself slacking, or getting distracted or bored. My energy faltered. I wouldn't know what to do next. Then I'd give up and start a new project to get excited about to create energy and excitement for myself. It was destructive and I'd end up feeling ashamed and embarrassed about my lack of commitment. I felt like a failure.

Since learning about human design, I witnessed HOW ALL MY "FAULTS" WERE ACTUALLY MY GREATEST GIFTS. I realized that I know best when I am DONE with something and when it is time to move onto something new. That I need to try things to decide what I like and what I want more of.

I also got to witness how I function best to support myself when I notice the urge to self destruct, I know that what I need is a supportive and loving community to turn to. One that helps me stay focused and accountable. But growing up conditioned in this weird world had me convinced I had to do everything myself to find success. That I couldn't trust anyone but myself.

I have since learned that trusting myself and being a part of a community helps me stay on my path. I notice that I don’t get derailed when I stay engaged with activities like challenges and check-ins. Staying accountable keeps me on track, with less of a chance of getting distracted by shiny object syndrome!

I notice that I am better able to manifest my desires when I have the support of a community behind me, reminding me of my greatness, MY GIFTS.

AND I KNOW YOU DO TOO.

Which is why I created this sacred container, for all of us